BlanketParty Pain Thrill Rider: hard ballbusting & gut punching

Odd, it updated the profile edit to 2024
... all of the below has been almost the same since my last edit in 2017:

OK, seriously: DO NOT STEAL MY PICTURES !!!

Thrill Rider, basically.
Passive Agonophiliac.
I like kinky stuff and sort of what really hurts.
My really big fetish is getting blanketparties (group jumping me with something pulled over my head so I don't know who beats the crap out of me), that's like my No 1 boner and cum thing.
INSANELY INTENSE STUFF! ;-)

Done some real crazy scenes (worth it but not sure if I want to do all of it again). Want to try out / experience more (is it ever enough?). i have been tied up before many times and got really heavy (!) ballbusting & ball torture.
And I LOVE gut punching!!! Real , not play.

it didn't ask me here anywhere about gay or bi or hetero when signing up. At first I thought I am maybe bi a little, but now I know I like boys and girls. I do it with girls rear only (rear is better cos its tighter and no babies and thats like 99% - I had a rep in school already I do girls only back door) and I got plenty experience with guys. I don't usually 'do' guys (except younger and really cute) - usually more the 'get' for me and really only in like a ruff scene when I am tied up or its a bunch of guys (BLANKET PARTY!!! I would never like just bend over, or like almost never). I've been wanting to add here i am kind of proud that my 1st time for that 6 (almost 7 soon) years ago was with 2 guys and ruff. Maybe that made me tick this way. Probably did, so I guess I should be grateful to them?

To give you a taste, this is how I started out with really brutal guys:

MY "NO MERCY" TRYOUT (when I was 18) - that's kind of my scene/thrill:
I got together with him 4 times, until it was what I wanted. I wanted to get my balls worked over once, like with really "no mercy" at all. The first 3 times he still held back some, but the 4th time it was what I had thought of. I had the idea after I got to watch some of the Shotgun Videos (btw at a friends house who found them in his brothers stash).

That last (4th) time, he said it was going to be for 18 hours, and I would pass out (go K.O.) from the pain from my balls, and all would go down by his rules. He said I can only say yes or no, and no special requests. So I said OK (yes), and it was totally "no mercy" this time.

After he had me strip totally naked and tied me up (like the times before), he started hitting really hard right from the start, and after less than 2 hours I had already more then enough. But he said I agreed to 18 hours, and I would get it.

It hurt a LOT more then I had thought. But I wanted to know what it feels like to get it like all the way on the balls, no mercy, and really get worked over. So looking back, I am glad I did it. [UPDATE: it's an ongoing thing now, with the group he's in]