KinkyNickinSEA Kinky nullo guy for play and modification.

I recently read on Tumblr a suggestion to share in more detail what I’m looking for in a kinky relationship and what turns me on. So here it goes.

For casual play nothing makes me happier than being tied, taped, or otherwise immobilized. In general the more restrictive the bondage the better. I I’d like to explore being in bondage for longer times. I’d welcome mummification both independently and being taped to a piece of furniture. I’d also love to explore longer term restrictive bondage, such as a sleep sack

The masochist that I am surprises me immensely. I derive wonderful pleasure from pain. I haven't quite met a form of pain play I don't like. Though, I'm almost always up for a good flogging or some CBT. (CBT is only while that equipment is still attached!)

I my penis, scrotum, and testicles have been removed. It’s recent, but so far I’m quite happy with the change.

For the longer term, I want a man to own my body and craft it into his vision and into his most valuable possession. There are several ways I can see a man doing that, in order of least to most extreme:
- Appearance control through clothing. Dictate what I wear and how I wear it. You could have me as a preppy school boy one day. Make me wear revealing and slutty clothing the next day. I could be a leather boy, a rubber drone, a nerdy academic, or whatever appearance you desire from your property.
- Appearance control through grooming choices. Choose my haircut and hair color. Make me get wear colored contacts. Have my body hair groomed as you’d like or removed temporarily or permanently.
- Appearance control through diet and exercise. Want a boy with a bubble butt? Want a boy with huge pecs and traps? Or perhaps you’d like a chubbier boy. It’s upto you, Sir. (FWIW, my general desire is to be a bit more muscular and a little less fat, and I’m working on clearing up some medical issues that have made that difficult.)
-Appearance control through body modifications. This can include piercings, tattoos, implants, and more. This is something that would have to be worked upto with time and trust. (I definitely have an tattoo aesthetic I’m drawn to, mostly strongly geometric tattoos.)

Sir, as you mold my body into what you desire, I’d welcome you using me as your toy and object. Use me to bring you or your husband sexual pleasure. Turn me into a display at a party. Install me into a piece of furniture so my head is on a table next to where you put your phone, meal, and drink. Mount me so just my tattooed hole hangs outside a wall, to be used by you and your party guests.

I also realize that play at the level of the previous paragraph, is probably too much for weekly or even monthly play. I’d expect in our day to day, I’d serve your needs, both in taking care of you and your home, but also engaging in stimulating conversations about tv, movies, art, the news, and perhaps just even our days.

I recognize this is a big ask of my future owner, and I am making a big gift to my owner. Sadly, I only have one body, so gifting my body is not something that happens instantaneously. This is a journey I’d like to share with my owner, and that I trust their vision for my body. I’m cautious of doms who just want to mutilate my body as the end goal, instead of the end goal of creating a piece of property that my owner is proud to have created. (I’m open to conversation around what is and isn’t mutilation in service of becoming more aesthetically pleasing to you Sir.)

I also recognize that this is an expensive endeavor. I wish I had large financial resources to facilitate your creation of a custom piece of property. I’m definitely willing to contribute financially as I’m able, and this is something we’ll need to discuss as we embark upon this journey.

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